part one

2004-07-18T00:45:00.000+08:00

http://www.livejournal.com/users/abble_girl/

Abigail's new journal

2004-07-18T00:42:00.000+08:00

http://www.livejournal.com/users/abble_girl/

Abigail's new journal

2004-04-16T22:30:00.000+08:00

Ugh someone please... just kill me now.

Or something.

I so feel like just bashing someone's head in. Over and and Over and OVer again. Dammit!

2004-03-20T17:12:00.000+08:00

And the stupid moron who made that quiz also made a stupid mistake. It's you're not your. Sheesh.

Bad grammar.

2004-03-20T16:56:00.000+08:00

You have a heartsick soul! Youre the type of girl
who always has a crush and is writing their
name on all your books. You are a hopeless
romantic. Waiting for that prince charming, you
take love seriously, but still play any chance
you get. You can have a lot if boys who are
friends, but waiting for that perfect
boyfriend. Sometimes you are discouraged
because there are no sparks but even if the
smallest thing happens, youre on Cloud 9. You
believe in true love and wait for it. Just dont
be afraid to take a chance. Love is all about
risks.

What Kind of SOUL do you posses? (For Girls only) Incredible Anime Pictures!
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Crap. That is so untrue. Ugh. Quizes suck.

2004-03-20T14:46:00.000+08:00

Sometimes I hate the world. Sometimes I wish everyone would die.

The heart is a hollow where emotions are gone and life is lost ; where people dance in other's blood and laugh and point at the massacres of millions.

2004-03-20T14:42:00.000+08:00

The day is hot, and the walls are doing nothing to keep the suffocating warmth out. It's yellow after all. Its supposed to be a warm cheery colour. I should have listened to my mother. I should have painted my room black. After all, Black would be a much more suitable colour for my inner mindscape. A much more accurate reflection.

Sometimes I wish the world would just end. Kaboom. But sometimes I wish it would live forever. Isn't it strange? Because I know the world will end someday. And right now, I just cannot fathom, just -cannot- fathom what life would be if the world ended tomorrow. But then again, I guess that's understandable because there wouldn't be life on the world would there? There would be nothing. Perhaps eons into the future, aliens will come and see our planet. Once so beautiful. Now trampled and maimed with concrete and steel skeletons by our hands. Hands we thought we were so blessed to have. I'd rather be a dolphin with no hands and an insight to the world and the world's soul. Wouldn't that be nice. Maybe the end of the world -will- come but only for us humans. It would be fitting punishment after all. The rest of the animal kingdom and nature never did anything to poor poor earth.

I hate viruses. I hate them because they are so feelingless. They kill and use other organisms. And I'm just starting to see the parallels between humans and viruses.

Before the humans, the world was beautiful. Before the viruses, there was only natural sickness and death.

2004-03-07T16:21:00.000+08:00

You want to hit Voldemort with a train! Too bad
the guy won't die...

Which Harry Potter Character Would You Hit With A Train? (done, w/images)
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Ahah, don't we all?

2004-03-07T16:09:00.000+08:00

~Erato~
Yours is Erato, the Lovely, the muse of Love
Poetry. She is the female counterpart to Eros.
Her symbol is the lyre. You are most likely a
true-born romantic, and are looking for a
prince to ride off into the sunset with...

Which of the Nine Muses is your muse?
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Hm, I'm a closet romantic. So sue me.

2004-03-07T16:02:00.000+08:00

Devastating opinions? Well the rhyming thing I agree with, but devastating? Well, who knows anyway...

Non curo. Si metrum non habet, non est poema.
"I don't care. If it doesn't rhyme, it isn't
a poem."
You are a type A personality. You like bright
things, you don't call in sick to work, and you
have devastating opinions about art.

Which Weird Latin Phrase Are You?
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2004-03-07T15:51:00.000+08:00

I was expecting this... :) Ah well, and yes I know it contradicts the previous two tests...

However, I don't agree with most of it, except the last bit, about the 'animated when provoked' part.

Harry Potter Personality Quiz by Pirate Monkeys Inc.

Explanation of the Results:
This type of personality test uses four indexes of personality and the combination of the four is your personality type. The first index relates to how you interact with other people and can be Extroverted (E), meaning you're more outgoing or Introverted (I), meaning you keep more to yourself. The second relates to how you make decisions; whether you're Intuitive (N), getting answers from within, or you rely on Sensing (S) information from your surroundings, using your five senses. The third relates to whether you're more emotional and Feeling (F) or rational and Thinking (T). The fourth relates to whether you prefer things to be organized, meaning you're Judging (J), or you prefer things to be more unbound, meaning you're Perceiving (P).

2004-03-05T15:30:00.000+08:00

Good afternoon all!

Well today was an okay day. Nothing much to mention that particularly stands out in my mind, though I must mention that the A-levels results are released today so my sister will be getting back her results.

Or rather, has already gotten back her results.

And she has apparently done well. I'm not too sure, but I think that it was 4 As and an A1 for GP or something around that.

So, congratulations Sheryl! Though you probably don't even know of this blog's existence.

2004-03-04T17:23:00.000+08:00

You're Element is Light. You are friendly, happy,
social, bubbly, and can brighten up any one's
day. You are very kind and a real people person
because you have several friends (or atleast
should). You're cheery nature makes you lovable
and your stunning looks are sweet and stand
out.

What's Your Element(girls)? (PICTURES)
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2004-03-03T18:27:00.000+08:00

OOh Lookie!!! I think its pretty accurate yes?

You Are Rin: You may be somewhat naive (and pretty
energetic most of the time) but when it comes
down to it, you would do a lot of things that
other people wouldn't be able to. You're
sometimes looked down upon as less than mature
and your 'now, now, now' attitude, and you
usually act on whims instead of thinking things
out. But you're a fun person to have around,
and there are a lot of people that care deeply
for you.

Which Female Inuyasha Character Are You?
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2004-01-29T20:39:00.000+08:00

Ever had the feeling that the Powers that Be are deliberately trying to work against you?

I've just had such a day.

Lessee.

1. When I woke up this morning, I found it exceptionally hot. Not too bad a thing except in conjunction with...

2. The stupid hard lens was stuck to my eyeball, so I had to pry it off... again... and hey that's not as bad as other days but... together with...

3. I accidentally stepped on the edge of my art file and to prevent squashing my two months worth of work I...

4. Wobbled forward, took a step to prevent myself from falling and stubbed my toe against the leg of my wooden bed causing me immense pain. That's not the end of it.

5. Breakfast. Sandwich. I dropped it over my white skirt, causing it to be stained a disgusting yellow. I wiped it up and...

6. Dropped another tomato pip onto my white shirt, caushing yet another stain, together with the black stains of chinese ink from my previous unfortunate escapades.

7. And THEN, I picked up my mug, and for no reason at all, spilt a mouthful of chocolate milk onto my afore-mentioned white skirt, causing a brownish red stain at the most ... *a-hem* place. Horrors.

8. Went downstairs and Dropped my Physics book!

9. Tried to stuff my foot into the school shoes, and had to struggle valiantly for minutes. Finally succeeded, but with scraped fingers.

10. On reaching school, I went out of the car, and closed the car door, but unfortunately didn't close it properly, so I had to run back and slam it shut.

11. Walking to the school gate, I realised I wore the shirt with the loose buttons and thus was effectively showing everyone how moronic I was with a flapping piece of uniform over my shoulder.

12. On reaching school, found out that I conveniently forgot to collect the Milk Money fund from the class, and had to scramble during first period to do it.

13. And run desperately looking for English Teacher to pass it to.

14. After desperate runs, developed one of the worst menstrual cramps I had in a long time due in part to terribly rainy weather.

15. Worse, I had to take a physics test together with a wrenching uterus.

I think I'll end here. It's too traumatising to recount this.

2004-01-19T20:23:00.000+08:00

It's raining. It's been raining since... I don't know how long ago... I think when AEP was somewhere in the middle.

Which leads me to what I want to say. Not too long ago, (actually... very long ago, when I was a young little girl) my mom used to tell me that the clouds were where the fairies live.

So! Me and someone else came up with this theory.

When it rains, the clouds... they well, disappear and become raindrops right? So these fairies, they hitch a ride on the little raindrops and make the little plants on earth grow!

The only thing they need to worry about is the fact that if the raindrops land on the roads... err... I can just imagine the broken fairy bodies strewn across the asphalt.

The other person saw fairies as little lights. Therefore, if the raindrops landed on the roads... instead of broken fairy bodies, there would be broken light bulbs.

A very good reason why you should never go barefoot on the roads.

Keep that in mind little children!

2004-01-19T20:17:00.000+08:00

Woot!

It's Chinese New Year Celebrations tomorrow! YaY! No school!!

Happy Chinese New Year all!!

Here! Have a mandarin orange!

2004-01-18T13:31:00.000+08:00

*crawls out from under hole*

Heh Heh. Hi!

Well, erm it's been I dunno a few months?

Nothing much has happened again as usual.

Sheesh I don't know what to say (yeah yeah I know a first for me eh?)

Just feeling bored and this blog was the only way to do something that didn't involve me crashing my head against the wall.

Soooooo....

Sec four!

Well whaddya know! I'm getting old!!

Yeah. Right.

Anyhoo. This is a sad pathetic little blog. Just so you know, this blog is basically nothing.

I never update it.

I never post stuff up on it.

Excepting crap of course.

So. Well that's too bad for you.

MUAHAHAHA

2003-08-07T22:17:00.000+08:00

Yay! Movie tomorrow.

I haven't watched a movie in ages.

Believe me when I say ages. I think the last time I watched a movie was last year.

Yup.

Sad. I know.

Grr... I tomorrow I have to stay backk for BOM teachers' day rehearsal. I do't want to be F4!!

Why!

2003-08-07T22:15:00.000+08:00

Well today was interesting.

Considering that I : 1. Stuck my fingers through the aorta, pulmonary vein, pulmonary artery, vena cava, right and left ventricles, reight and left atriums of a pigs heart.
2. I sliced it the wrong way.
3. Stupid shanny sprayed me with the distilled water.
4. Stupid shanny hit my butt with her pencil box
5 Stupid shanny threatened to push me into the eco pond.
6, I went home.

Yes. And that was the highlight of the day.

Just another reason to support the thesis that I have no life.

2003-08-03T13:39:00.000+08:00

gerk. Fanfiction.net is down. So I'm back here again.

Oh don't feel sad that you're second choice. At least I'm writhing here. thats more than I can say for my diary.

Oh so now you're thinking :"What? Isn't this her diary?"

Actually no. It's not. It's a weblog. This is not the place where I'm going to vomit and puke up all my gritty little secrets and emotions for you to read and feel fascinated by.

ok well that's about it.

bye!

2003-08-02T21:15:00.000+08:00

oh my goodness I'm so bored.

So freaking bored.

ARGHHGHASHGHAHGOEJA OSDGJ OASJGIKASGJADBJKVLAHSDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDGAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAa

whew.

sorry. Just needed to scream here.

Now I feel much better.

2003-08-01T19:15:00.000+08:00

Yes.

I'm aware that I now have a tagboard. I have finally succumbed to the flow of the majority. You should be happy now. Now you can make fun of me.

Enjoy.

2003-08-01T18:58:00.000+08:00

okay

I'm sorry.

I was just venting my frustration at the world at large here.

If you are reading this.

Please do not feel too offended.

2003-08-01T18:57:00.000+08:00

Wow.

I can't believe how much I've been neglecting you people!

I mean, my obligation to you to read all about (and laugh at) my completely stupid and utterly boring life has been unfulfilled.

That leaves my heart writhing in pain.

Not.

I mean hello! The very fact that I'm writing this in the first place obviously indicates that I have no life. And the very fact that you are reading this is because you are very kaypoh.

yes. I'm sorry for revealing the truth about you, but I feel you have to wake up.

Ask yourself this.

Why are you reading this in the first place?

a) Coz you are interested inthe mind of Abigail

b) Coz you have nothing else to do.

It your answer was a) then, I'm deeply flattered.

and if your answer was b) then all I can say is that you, like me, have no life.

Why are you reading this. This crap from a ranting insane girl.

2003-06-04T22:11:00.000+08:00

I just read through the previous post.

Unbelievable.

UNBELIEVABLE.

I can't understand my bouts of insanity.

Don't ask me about them.

I wouldn't know how to answer.

2003-06-04T22:09:00.000+08:00

Here's the third installment of...

Abigail :Live and Dangerous

(sits in a corner)

"Its been 3 years"

"3 long long years"

*lights go dimmer*

*single torch shines up into her face*

"and FINALLY..."

*Screen zooms in on her face*

(viewers have multiple heart attacks)

"MY BRACES ARE OFF!!!"

The end

based on a true story.

2003-06-04T22:04:00.000+08:00

I know, I know...

I should be doing something else right now.

Namely, studying for my physics test tomorrow.

Unfortunately, too many Distractions.

DistractionS!!!

ARGH...

I cant wait for the hols..

PS: I'm going ice skating on wednesday!! Woo hoo!!

yeah.

School sucks man!

*starts spacing out*

2003-05-28T19:34:00.000+08:00

Ok news of the century!!

I am not dying!!

I AM NOT DYING!!!

Turns out that it was just some kind of serious serious heat rash...

anyway... yesterday I just realised why calamine lotion deserved a song for itself!!

haha...

ok anyway...

I really should be doing my LA homework now...
but I dont wanna...

Eh does anyone know how to do it?

2003-05-27T17:33:00.000+08:00

And now, the next installation of...

Abigail:Live and Dangerous... (screen blacks out)

(white background slowly appears on the monitor)

Abigail thinks she's gonna die soon...

(zoom in to a girl sitting at the computer)

YOU KNOW WHAT?!

I"M GONNA DIE SOON...

What if this thing isn't a heat rash, coz like I took ANOTHER shower, and they still are growing... GROWING. WHAT IF I END UP LIKE CHAI LAO SHI!!! with his "Shen She" Thing???

WHAT IF I DIE....

ITS GROWING ALL OVER ME...

I JUST SPOTTED A CONCENTRIC CIRCLE BUMP THINGY!!! ITS ITCHY... BUT RASH BUMPS AREN'T SO PERFECTLY CIRCULAR?? ARE THEY???

I MEAN WHO HEARD OF CIRCULAR RASHES????

The end.

Based on a true story.

2003-05-27T17:25:00.000+08:00

Ergh... I'm breaking out in heat rashes... super gross... And itchy... Arms, wrist, thighs.... red bumps that won't go away!!~~

WILL ANYONE SAVE MEEEEE??!!!

ITCHY!!

2003-05-26T18:45:00.000+08:00

I'm hungry.

I think I'll go and eat now..

bye!!

2003-05-26T18:44:00.000+08:00

apologies.

I've been busy to say the least.

Anyway, I wouldn't know what to say anyway, coz who would read this crap anyway *eyes peiqi suspiciously*.

Right, So I may as well say something about why I don't have a tagboard.

1) I don't know how. I am officially IT illiterate.(don't laugh)

2) I don't want one. I mean. If I have one then everyone will post their comments there, and make fun of me... yes, I'm referring to you Janine. I would much rather, write and post my rubbish in peace than be made fun of it.

Haha.

Anyway...

Nothing much in my life. Obviously.

Well, just to fill up this stupid post....

Abigail presents to you....

TEN CURIOUS FACTS ABOUT ABIGAIL!!!!! ( talkshow host magically appears out of thin air)

1)Abigail likes to eat potatoes!! Potatoes are what makes her drool. Potatoes are her sourse of energy. She loves potatoes.

2)Abigail has nervous problems. ie her hands and fingers twitches for no reason!!! Amazing. Or maybe there are just too many people out there who badmouth her.

3)Abigail Loves to read Mangas!! LOOOOOVVVVEEEE TO READ THEM... 0.o

4)Abigail LOVES to watch Anime!!! LOOooOOOOoooOOOVeee to watch them... 0.0

5)Abigail Looovveesss to read fanfiction about Flame of Recca!!! ^_^

6)Abigail is married to Yanyun and has a daughter and a son-in-law...

7) Abigail Likes to talk to herself

8) Abigail wears contacts to sleepp..... zZzZzzZz

9) Abigail likes to do nothing!! its her most favourite hobby!!

and Lastly...

10)_Abigail is slowly going insane, and needs to be sent to the Itstitue of Mental Health for Medication!!!

Thank you...

Stay tuned for the next episode of...

Abigail:Live and Dangerous

2003-04-26T21:56:00.000+08:00

Its been centuries haha.

Sorry lar just too many things to do
and besides its not much fun talking to a sheep

bye

2003-04-08T14:17:00.000+08:00

Hai
Sheep
I think that my brain has become stupid (or rather stupider than last time)
Its gone all rusty

and my limbs have become atrophied.....

I need to go for training....
although I dont want to
I just want to see who she is

so unfair ji ti ppl see her already
but we havent yet...

boo hoo

2003-04-07T16:48:00.000+08:00

Dear Sheep,
on saturday I watched the american version of the ring.

It was really quite scary though I bet that the original one was much better.

Anyway, I was scared but not like hysterical scared or crazy scared or anything

Just spooked

so anyway
Imagine...
Past midnight.
only you and your sister at home...

Suddenly you think you hear the TV go on...
You calm yourself down...
Then your sister asks you if you heard anything.....

Then you hear footsteps on the staircase...

Thats what happened to me...
Except that what I thought was the TV was actually just the creaking fan
and the footsteps was my mom

HAHAHAHAH what a relief right?
no

That night I went to sleep

but no
I just had to wake up at 3 am in the morning
and I was so scared of closing my eyes

I just kept seeing the stupid ring thing

I probably passed out around 45 mins later

That'll teach me

Never watch horror shows again

2003-04-05T18:22:00.000+08:00

you know what?

its so boring to talk to myself
which makes it so hard to produce quality blogs

thus

to enrich your reading experience....
I have come up with and idea

From today onwards
you dear reader will be my imaginary friend

yes
your name shall be...

Sheep

ok
bye dear sheep

2003-04-05T18:14:00.000+08:00

BLUR

I love blur!!

blur is so cool!
ARGH!!

2003-04-05T18:11:00.000+08:00

hey guess what?

yesterday I watched bring it on for the first time
( yeah I know a bit slow)
anyway
after watching it
I felt so cheerleadery and I felt like jumping around and doing weird stunts and it was 12 am and I couldnt sleep

ok so its not a great show or anything and the plot aint that great
but the moves were reallly quite cool

yeah

2003-03-23T21:13:00.000+08:00

aiyah

I hate school
why do we have to go to school????????????

luckily there's no school on mon

*WhEw*

or else Id die or somthing

2003-03-23T00:12:00.000+08:00

kill kill kill

nice bloody bloody blood

2003-03-22T23:42:00.000+08:00

hey guess what!!

I painted my nails purple and pink

on the same nail
its like
half pink and half purple

its so....
delicious

it looks like a candy cane!!

yum yum yum

2003-03-22T23:38:00.000+08:00

I hate you I hate you I hate you I hate you I hate you I hate you I hate you I hate you I hate you I hate you I hate you

hate

you

2003-03-22T23:36:00.000+08:00

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2003-03-22T23:27:00.000+08:00

I

am

Abigail

I think

2003-03-22T23:05:00.000+08:00

gahhh
on second thought nevermind

homework stuff

bah

2003-03-22T23:03:00.000+08:00

hey hey hey

hmm
as you know the war has started
I missed watching the shock and awe attacks on baghdad
I was playing theme hospital

oops

ah well

am online right now
waiting for someone to message me

yes
someone!!

2003-03-22T13:26:00.000+08:00

its a hot day

really warm
I need to take a shower

why am I telling you this?

anyway.
today Im gonna try and finish all my homework coz theres not much more time left
but I hate doing homework

especially homework that you dont have a clue how to do
or those kind of homework that seem real easy but you end up spending the whole day trying to complete.
argh
phooeyyyyyy

2003-03-21T20:57:00.000+08:00

ok maybe I was exaggarating a little ( did I spell that correctly?)

life ISN'T that depressing

but there are times when I ( and I'm sure you too, don't deny it) that I feel that living has no meaning
that we are just specks of dust floating in the void of the universe

isnt that a nice thought

2003-03-21T20:53:00.000+08:00

life can get so depressing
I mean
whats the point?

we work and then we bustle around
and then we die

what difference would this species in the big big big big big universe make?

nothing.

and I am just a small person in this small planet in the universe

talk about feeling insignificant.